Change is NOW

asalam aleikum All praise is due to Allah the Most High we Praise Him and we seek His guidance, assistance , forgiveness and protection . peace and blessings be upon His messenger Muhammad swalalahu alyhi wasalam.
i want to change but i dont know how , may be am not ready , will i look like am too much , what will people say ,il look out of place . what if am not able to handle the change we all have this moments when we feel we want to practise deen but we tend to delay and we tell ourselves may be its not yet time i dont want people to think that am pretending and all the thoughts that come along with the excuses of delaying the change .
we have to understand that no one was created bad we all were born not knowing but we learnt to be who we are whether through our parents, environmet or just ourselves . we are what we want to be and no one will make us be what we dont want to be . so my dear brothers and sisters the good people they chose to be good because they knew that they will be benefiting more and the bad ones they chose to be bad . life is so limited to postpond things the only time we are assured off is NOW thats the only time that you have control off tomorrow and later is un certain often people who died had plans for tomorrow but that moment they had they failed to realize it so they lost the tomorrow they had really planed off.
Allah subhana wataala has promised us that He is there and forever will so we should not worry about anything as He is in charge so take advantage of the fact that the only thing you should be concerned about is Allah and He will take care of the rest. my dear one worship was prescribed for every human being they are no certain people that we often feel they should be more in worship other than us ourselves . everyone came alone and will leave alone . we should all be religious dont mind people because if being religious means to obey the rules and commands of Allah then know any slave of Allah has the obligation towards Allahs obedience so next time you want to call someone religious think what makes you not that and Allah has said HE DID NOT CREATE MAN AND JINN EXCEPT FOR HIS WORSHIP if ur man and jinn the ball is in your court.
take charge of yourself today you can be anything you want to be,  your the only barrier of yourself stop caring about what people will say care what Allah will say . we are so caught up in this world that we settle for sins and feel that's the only thing we are good at and that being good is for certain people . That is  where we are wrong Allah has given all of us a chance to get close to Him , He gave us a manual to show us how to get close and know Him more . so we shouldn't loose that chance,  give up the delay and wake up today don't let hijab leave your head because its not for arabs its command from Allah don't let swalah pass you because you feel ur not religious stand up and pray obey only because its Allah and your His servant and not because you have fear of people and feeling out of place the only place you need to fit in is jannah that's our final abode and we shouldn't settle for less. may Allah grant us the highest of jannah Ameen.