which way

In the Name of God the Most Gracious Most Merciful .

which way , one day was having a conversation with some sisters and one of us said i actually stopped praying and we asked why , she said because i feel am a hypocrite because i do my prayers irregularly , so i feel i should stop playing with my prayers by just stop praying whats the use and point of me pretending and yet i dont pray . well shes not the only one we all make this decisions not in prayers alone but so many things.

sometimes we want to stop watching movies because they consume our time and we end up wasting so much time but since we feel we are not ready then we will not chose to stop but continue . sometimes we feel we are just not ready to stop what we are doing yet , u feel u need time before you finally decide to be a good human , u still want to hang out late , watch movies wear less hijab pray without concentration and just be good in Ramadhan .all this happens to most of us thats the sad reality. 

Stop and think , there two ways to deal with such situations one is to stop completely praying or hijab or the act that gets you close to the Creator  because we are not ready to be serious and we want to wait and until we completely feel serious about it . the other way  is to completely stop anything that you feel is coming in your way on your path with your Creator . well the power of choice determines the position  ,   decree priority now shows itself . often time the hypocrisy illusion comes to place , feeling of not being ready and always letting go of the right path .

so why is it we choose the other way always , the way we want to loose our souls to , the way we assume to be easy the way of letting go . what happened to holding on , what happened to striving for excellence what happened to positive thinking . why do we choose to apply negativity when it comes to matters of feeding our souls its ultimate food that is contentment with the Creator but when we fall in love with humans we give hope and strive to make the relationship better .

when you have choices between letting go and holding on , lay off the heaviness of your soul and hold on to the lightness of Creator . dont ever feel your not ready enough a success of a thousand mile starts with a step . let go one by one and eventually all will be left start with a step not all of us are strong to change overnight but all of us have a future by starting with a step .